Hello!
| My name is... | Betty! But, Max and Froggy are also acceptable. |
| My pronouns are... | Any! |
| I am... | Genderfluid Pansexual Grayromantic |
QUEER OWNED AND OPERATED!!!
Hey, I'm Betty! Aspiring nail tech, EXTREMELY
amateur web designer, and overall silly guy (gender neutral).
I spend a lot of my freetime online. I'm a soon-to-
be-liscenced master cosmetologist, and am working on learning
coding so that I can go on and make games and programs someday!
It's always been a passion and a daydream of mine, hehe.
I'm also - as per the cosmetology education - also very
passionate about nails! Nail art, acrylics, the works!
...And I like to think I'm very good at it!
I have a variety of interests! Here are a few...~
| Movies |
I'm a HUGE fan of the Saw franchise, and it serves as a massive inspiration to a lot of my more horror-adjacent works. :] I pretty much have the whole first movie from 2004 committed to memory, and have seen the short film that inspired it countless times. I also like a ton of other horror movies like Christine, The Exorcist, Friday the 13th, Candyman, and more. My favorite non-horror movie (if you don't count the psychological aspect) would have to be The Truman Show. |
| Games |
I don't play very many video games anymore, but I quite like Minecraft. I also like Night in the Woods, Hypnospace Outlaw, The Sims 2 and 4, Silent Hill, Resident Evil, and more. |
| Music |
My current favorite band is Tears for Fears, and my favorite solo artist is Ariana Grande. |
| TV | My favorite show is Scream Queens, specifically Season 1. I binge-rewatch the whole season every now and then, and I'm happy to stream it if you ever wanna watch together! |
| Other | I'm still pretty fond of The Amazing Digital Circus. I relate to Ribbit a little too much, lol. |
I suffer from BPD (borderline personality disorder)
Because of BPD I struggle with my emotions, relationships with others, paranoia, addiction, impulsivity, etc. I struggled with addiction to hallucinogens until rather recently. Because of my disability, sometimes I freak out or go into very very severe episodes of psychosis that can entail paranoia, hallucinations, and intense, constant fear. They're not fun for me at all, but even on meds I can't always help it when I'm triggered into these states. I don't mean harm, and I'm sorry in advance if you're ever there to witness this. Also, if I ever confide in you, please take me seriously and dont downsize my struggles. As well many of my paranoid thoughts tend to center around either mortality or the fear that others are plotting against me; If I ever ask you for reassurance that you don't hate me/aren't mad at me/aren't plotting against me, I promise I don't mean to accuse you or be annoying. My brain works shitty because of trauma and I also would rather not live like this lmao.
That's not to say I want excuses to be made for me; For obvious reasons, if I fuck up and lash out at you I do not expect immediate forgiveness at all whatsoever. When I split or go into psychosis I'm not in the right headspace and am not making decisions with a sound mind, however I don't want those actions to be seperated from me. Hold me accountable!!!
Aside from that... All I ask for is patience and the understanding that I did not ask to suffer from BPD. I'm medicated, in therapy, out of the hospital and clean from hallucinogens right now, and trying my best to heal. If you realize I am too much for you, you can leave without causing me any further distress.
If you just want to make my life harder, I have every right to block you. Additionally / as per recent events, doing cruel and evil shit like doxxing and/or blackmailing me while I'm already suffering from psychosis from hell itself will result in me taking legal action. As of 9/3 I managed to find out who did it and have already taken the steps to report what happened to proper authorities. If you don't like me for the love of fucking god just leave me alone, I'm already so fucking exhausted and I cannot believe I have to say this.
I struggle with tone, social cues and expectations, timing... As well, I struggle with hypersexuality. Again, all I ask for is patience and understanding.
Aside from all of that, I also really like feeling Pretty. I enjoy going to clubs with my IRLs, makeup, dressing up and going out, singing, and I like good food! I'm always happy to VC, watch a show or movie, or just hang out or be around people. I'm trying to get over my anxiety and grow from the shy person I used to be, so if you ever want to hang out please do not be afraid to ask!
I'm comfortable with pot, social drinking, vapes, but I prefer not to be involved with hallucinogenic drugs for very obvious reasons. Thank you and I'll see you around!
